Me

Who exactly am I? I am sitting here wondering how I became the person I am and wondering how I lost myself. But did I really lose myself? Lets look at who I was before I got married.... I don't think I was a very good person. I was selfish, I hurt my friends, I lied... a lot, I drank.... a lot, I slept around... a lot, I am not sure if I was ever faithful to a boyfriend. I am not sure what pain I was trying to numb, I remember being in pain but I think it was pain of my own making. One mistake leads to two, then three, then four, and before you know it everything about life is based on the repercussions of mistakes.
So there I am, bouncing bars and beds one month and literally the next I am army wife and not just army wife OFFICER WIFE. All of a sudden my peers are college graduate sorority girls who have filled china cabinets and go to Coffees and Teas. It was very intimidating and I made quite a few faux pas. I eventualy got the hang of it and stopped putting my foot in my mouth on a regular basis.